Direktlänk till inlägg 19 november 2008
Well its sorta strange I guess, there's so much i wanna write about, but so little comes to my fingertips.
Training tonight went rather well, which I'm pleased about, its the first decent one I've had in a while, was almost late, as the exhaustion from work has finally caught up with me. Lots happening now, and most of it negative, but trying to turn it around and make my job that little bit easier. It's hard though when there are people whom you just can't rely on to do a good job. It's a source of high-stress just now, and something I need to remedy soon before it starts to create issues for me personally.
Asides from that, feeling reasonably relaxed, I slept the whole early evening (4 hours) so feel like I can wake up tomorrow and be ok.
Hopefully tomorrow I can sit down and write something "bloglike" there's opinions I want to share, but today its getting too late, and I need to wake up in 6-7 hours.
I'm still sad, I dunno why, the anger seems to have faded now, so now I'm just sad. I don't tend to get angry about anything, mostly because there's so little passion left to get angry about things. Even after the car died in Morup, and it took nearl...
I coulda formatted it so that it actually looked half decent, but I can't be fucked. I don't blog anymore because I'm empty, there's not really a lot to say. I feel useless and basically like a machine. It feels like the spirit is crushed now. I miss...
Holding you in my arms As we laughed and danced and sang Waking beside you each day As the alarm on my telephone rang. Happiness was my friend I could never see you too soon You were the light against my darkness The flowers of summer w...
I know you don't care, and I saw it on your face when you cycled past, but I still am depressed because of you, I can't face the public, and I still want to come home and swallow a massive amount of pills and never wake up, just because you led me t...
It's been a good day, but a stressful evening. People at work were saying I should have an inflyttningsfest and combine it with my birthday, at first I wasn't very keen on the idea, but after more and more said it would be a good idea, I decided to p...
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