Well lots has been happening over the past few days, was out last night with a few mates, and it was great fun, it seems lately every time I go out it gets a little bit better.

Have to thank S, she was great to hang around last night :) Made me feel relaxed and calm for the first time in a while, which was neat. I am finally starting to meet people I feel like I can trust, although the guard remains up, basically because its set in place right now.

Having a bit of a rough time with the ex, she still thinks of me as someone who is completely incapable of taking care of myself, or animals, nevermind the fact I provided a bulk of the income from our time together, and played babysitter to a puppy last year. The thing is, its not just her. A lot of people have felt the need to explain very basic things to me lately, and it really pisses me off. I know how to survive, and have been doing it on my own for over 10 years now. So don't feel the need to explain every small step.

I wish it was easy to explain things that I'm feeling just now, I feel close to someone but its definitely something I need to keep under control, because I really don't want to lose a good friend.

Asides from that, work continues to be a disaster, and I think will continue so until I quit, or until something better comes along for me to jump ship on.

I now officially hate my job.

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