Yeah, I know its been about three weeks. I've been really slack. I only ever feel the urge to update when I feel shitty, so here we are.

Had a friend visit from France two weeks ago, which was really cool, had a good weekend out n about, with some drinks with friends and just chilling out.

Have been really happy of late, for mentions I'm not quite ready to divulge, but maybe sometime in the near future.  

Work went really well, up until about 2 wednesdays ago. Things are starting to slip, and its time I put them back on track again. I feel really bad for letting my standards slip again. I was really hard on myself for a while, and things worked really well, no bullshit, just do it, and it worked. Now that I got greens in the konceptuppföljning (like a supermarket concept grading, for you english readers) for the first time ever, I've gotten a bit lazy, and gotten myself wound up in the wrong things at work. Time to fix things and just deal with it.

So I guess we come to today - why today was so shitty, its not worth telling a story about it, so I'll just set it out in points

- My förebeställning wasn't altered, therefore no products came to the store today that should have, meaning that the newspaper that comes out has stuff in it that I don't

- I started the day with three pens, two disappeared and one broke

- I had a massive amount of wastage today, something I could have and should have prevented

- I misplaced my work card - found it again, when I found that, I found that I had misplaced my bank card, and had to go back into work to look for it

- I spilt drink all over me

- I didn't finish everything at work that I wanted to

- Worked two hours for free

- My daily ordering was a joke

- I was tired, and very short-tempered (still am)

- I had to speak to a very upset sister

- My car is getting worse, meaning it will need repairs AGAIN in the near future.

- I have to save money to Manchester, and I have no money to save, and the person I invited doesn't want to go.

- I have no plans for summer, and no money to go anywhere.

- My new tidschema (times for work) means that I can't play football every other weekend.

 

sanna

10 april 2009 09:05

lite dålig update nu igen..

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