Direktlänk till inlägg 12 september 2009
I guess its a bit tough right now. Everything is so up in the air. Things that matter most, well "the thing" that matters most, seems to just be drifting further and further away, and I feel helpless to stop it.
It does make me sad, knowing deep inside what the reality of things are, but that I just seem to ignore that. The thing I found last Saturday night, after talking to Dad, that despite all the shit that I feel, there is some sort of hope left. For "that" and for most other things. Even when the situation seems completely helpless.
The fact is though, right now its tough, and the one person asides from my father that can help, isn't there, and that hurts.
I'm still sad, I dunno why, the anger seems to have faded now, so now I'm just sad. I don't tend to get angry about anything, mostly because there's so little passion left to get angry about things. Even after the car died in Morup, and it took nearl...
I coulda formatted it so that it actually looked half decent, but I can't be fucked. I don't blog anymore because I'm empty, there's not really a lot to say. I feel useless and basically like a machine. It feels like the spirit is crushed now. I miss...
Holding you in my arms As we laughed and danced and sang Waking beside you each day As the alarm on my telephone rang. Happiness was my friend I could never see you too soon You were the light against my darkness The flowers of summer w...
I know you don't care, and I saw it on your face when you cycled past, but I still am depressed because of you, I can't face the public, and I still want to come home and swallow a massive amount of pills and never wake up, just because you led me t...
It's been a good day, but a stressful evening. People at work were saying I should have an inflyttningsfest and combine it with my birthday, at first I wasn't very keen on the idea, but after more and more said it would be a good idea, I decided to p...
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