Alla inlägg den 3 oktober 2009
I came to an interesting (re)-realisation today....
If I disappeared, one way or another, no one would notice for a full week, "helt-klart"
Today I feel bitter, I don't know exactly why, I know over who, but there's no real reason for it.
Booked off all my plans for tonight, basically I know that I'll be thinking about her, and hoping we don't run into each other, and I think that would overshadow any fun I could possibly have. It also feels a bit stupid having to arrange places to drink so that I don't run into her.
Had a lunch with Susanna today, was nice to get out of the house two days in a row. We chatted and talked about her hopefully new job and stuff about the dog. Enjoyed it anyways, before yesterday, it had been 6 days since I'd seen anyone I would call a friend, and only the third time I'd talked to ANYONE in person since last Sunday morning.
Hope I meet a few new friends soon, especially ones who are in town, need to replace some old ones who've shown their true colours.
I hold you close
and oh so near
Then the picture starts to blur
And you're not there
Dreams of you that came
Most days of the week
And who would have believed
You'd make my soul start to leak
Bitter, dark and cold
Like a cold November morning
As distant as the moons
No reasons why you ignore me
Moving forward, you go
Leaving me here behind
Wondering why this is so
That you smile, wave, and go
Suns pass my windws
Nights go for always
Alone with my thoughts
I throw away the days
Sooner more than later
You'll have forgotten about me
And all that we shared
Leaving me to wonder
If you really cared
Another night will pass
Where I will not lay my head
Just sit here in the darkness
Thinking what was said
The sun will rise again tomorrow
And I must face another day
Wondering if I'll find the guts
To take the easy way.
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