Today I feel bitter, I don't know exactly why, I know over who, but there's no real reason for it.

Booked off all my plans for tonight, basically I know that I'll be thinking about her, and  hoping we don't run into each other, and I think that would overshadow any fun I could possibly have. It also feels a bit stupid having to arrange places to drink so that I don't run into her.

Had a  lunch with Susanna today, was nice to get out of the house two days in a row. We chatted and talked about her hopefully new job and stuff about the dog. Enjoyed it anyways, before yesterday, it had been 6 days since I'd seen anyone I would call a friend, and only the third time I'd talked to ANYONE in person since last Sunday morning.

Hope I meet a few new friends soon, especially ones who are in town, need to replace some old ones who've shown their true colours.

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