I am so tired of being miserable because of you. Everything you do just makes me feel like shit.

The way you left, the way you've behaved afterwards. I can't even go out without hoping like hell I don't see you, and that ruins it.

I never thought I would ever think this, but I'm starting to regret us. If I'd known how I'd end up feeling over you, I wouldn't have done it, I wouldn't have fallen for you and believed you when you actually said you had feelings for me.

What's worse, when you saw me, and KNOWING how I felt, you smiled at me as if causing me sadness made you HAPPY. Of which I'm sure it does.

You complained that I was willing to be friends with Susanna but not with you, well Susanna didn't go out of her way to make me sad, even forgetting tonight. Your friends say you're "snäll" and I'm sure to them  you are, just like my friends say I'm "snäll" and "caring" and say that I DON'T take an interest only in myself, but friends are biased....think about that.