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Av Gary Fraser - 4 oktober 2009 01:39

I am so tired of being miserable because of you. Everything you do just makes me feel like shit.

The way you left, the way you've behaved afterwards. I can't even go out without hoping like hell I don't see you, and that ruins it.

I never thought I would ever think this, but I'm starting to regret us. If I'd known how I'd end up feeling over you, I wouldn't have done it, I wouldn't have fallen for you and believed you when you actually said you had feelings for me.

What's worse, when you saw me, and KNOWING how I felt, you smiled at me as if causing me sadness made you HAPPY. Of which I'm sure it does.

You complained that I was willing to be friends with Susanna but not with you, well Susanna didn't go out of her way to make me sad, even forgetting tonight. Your friends say you're "snäll" and I'm sure to them  you are, just like my friends say I'm "snäll" and "caring" and say that I DON'T take an interest only in myself, but friends are biased....think about that.


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Av Gary Fraser - 18 april 2010 20:53

I'm still sad, I dunno why, the anger seems to have faded now, so now I'm just sad. I don't tend to get angry about anything, mostly because there's so little passion left to get angry about things. Even after the car died in Morup, and it took nearl...

Av Gary Fraser - 17 april 2010 19:07

I coulda formatted it so that it actually looked half decent, but I can't be fucked. I don't blog anymore because I'm empty, there's not really a lot to say. I feel useless and basically like a machine. It feels like the spirit is crushed now. I miss...

Av Gary Fraser - 2 april 2010 16:40

Holding you in my arms As we laughed and danced and sang Waking beside you each day As the alarm on my telephone rang. Happiness was my friend I could never see you too soon You were the light against my darkness The flowers of summer w...

Av Gary Fraser - 28 mars 2010 03:20

I know you don't care, and I saw it on  your face when you cycled past, but I still am depressed because of you, I can't face the public, and I still want to come home and swallow a massive amount of pills and never wake up, just because you led me t...

Av Gary Fraser - 4 mars 2010 22:25

It's been a good day, but a stressful evening. People at work were saying I should have an inflyttningsfest and combine it with my birthday, at first I wasn't very keen on the idea, but after more and more said it would be a good idea, I decided to p...

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