hmmm another day, another lack of dollars.

Went out and had some drinks with the guys, but it was pretty short lived. Everyone was done and going before 5. Was a little tråkigt really.

Got Anders and Emil to fill out some paperwork for my jobbcoaching. Was a little pointless I felt, but I had to do it to be able to keep things smooth. They were never REALLY going to critisize me, and it felt difficult to give them this "assignment" to do, since they don't really know me that well. There's only two though that know me better than them, Susanna was one, and she's going to do it on Monday, and Sanna is the other, which would probably be the stupidest thing I'd have done if I'd asked her.

People seem to be going out of their way today to ask about her. And that sorta drags me down a bit, especially with the hopeless feeling I get with her. They're learning, and I am too I suppose...just never had someone so hell-bent on not caring before.

Gonna be a quiet night tonight...got asked to provide the spare sofa-bed earlier in the week, only to be ignored about it all day today when I asked for an update....disappointing but hardly surprising. No idea what I'm going to do, everyone seems to have something planned except for me.

Haha I don't know how i have this song (closet Meatloaf fan maybe?) but it was sorta appropriate to how it all ended.

Not a dry eye in the house
After loves curtain comes down
Listen and youll hear the sound
Hear the sound of a heart breaking

I can still see you standing there
Midnight wind blowing through your hair
Kisses sweet in the salty air
When love was forever
Turn the page and we fade to blue

The scene has changed now Im without you
Walked away when the act was through
And the dream was over
It was almost like a movie - the way you said goodbye
You must have a lot of time rehearsing each and every line

Now theres not a dry eye in the house
After loves curtain comes down
Listen and youll hear the sound
Hear the sound of a heart breaking

Not a smile left on my face
The endings just too sad to take
And theres not a dry eye
Not a dry eye in the house

The greatest story was you and me
Had it all we had everything, but now the
Storys done its just history
The last act is over

You every line had the sweetest sound
Your every touch turned my world around
But the light came up and my world crashed down
End of show - its over

It was almost like a movie
Those nights we touched the stars
Time stood still for you and i
Now its sad enough to make you cry

Now theres not a dry eye in the house
After loves curtain comes down
Listen and youll hear the sound
Hear the sound of a heart breaking

Not a smile left on my face
The endings just too sad to take
And theres not a dry eye
Not a dry eye in the house

Act one - the storys just begun
Act two - I fell in love with you
Act three - knew it was meant to be
Act four - you dont love me no more

And theres not a dry eye in the house
After loves curtain comes down
Listen and youll hear the sound
Hear the sound of a heart breaking

Not a smile left on my face
The endings just too sad to take
And theres not a dry eye
Not a dry eye
Not a dry eye in the house

After loves curtain comes down
Listen and youll hear the sound
Hear the sound of a heart breaking
Not a dry eye in the house