A pretty bad day turned out ok in the end.

Was really off earlier, and then United lost, poorly, which made me even worse, stupid thoughts were entering my head, and it got exacerbated even further when the night out got cancelled. Little after, I got offered to go around to Mikaelas house, eat thai and chill a little with her and Jennie. So went around, and after Jennie went home, Mikaela and I sat and chatted until about 12.30 Was nice, and I talked WAY too much, but I guess that happens when you don't have company for a week outside of work, and a week before that, etc etc. So I think I talked the socks off her, but it was a nice evening anyways, with the odd fat porn joke, and me crushing other guys in bed (sorta had to be there).

Working tomorrow, not really looking forward to it (have to be up in less than 4 hours for it, not impressed). But its only 3 hours, so I'm sure I can survive it. Nothing a Berocca can't fix in the short term anyways.

A few messages tonight, made me feel ok, although sad that she wasn't going to have an enjoyable night out with friends. But hope she's alright anyways.

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