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Av Gary Fraser - 27 december 2009 20:10

Feel like I made an idiot out of myself this evening...

Started talking to her, and then things sorta got semi-friendly, and in pretty much every conversation we'd had before it had been thrown back at me that I don't want to meet. So, I let down my guard, and offer...only to be told "I don't think it's a good idea" Go figure. It really does feel like nothing more than mind games.

Back to work tomorrow, looking forward to getting back into it (for three days).

Spending New Years alone it looks like, good fun. Brydolf and me will get by, I'm sure.

Still stupidly depressed, and for a short while, I felt better today, after United won, and after what felt to be a promising discussion....but aja, back to status quo.

PS: thanks to all you sadists who read my blog :) New record this month, always cool to know someone out there sees it.  Battling with depression is no easy thing, and it's even harder doing it alone. So to you who read, you have a small debt of my gratitude.


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