Shit day today...pretty much nothing went the way I wanted it to.

Fixed up, and cleaned out the car, so thats a positive. Dishes aren't finished, but partially done. Got a message, regarding my post yesterday, nothing else mentioned, just that one small fact, but haven't come to expect anything else anymore. So just didn't respond

United lost, and it had to be one of the most terrible performances I've seen. I don't tend to get angry at the telly very often (like, never) but I screamed and yelled a fair bit today. Thats how frustrating it was.

Had won a poker tournament on Friday, which qualified me for a bigger one today, and then proceeded to get knocked out very quickly, due to lack of concentration and just poor play.

Today is a fuck-off day...one of those days that can fuck off.

Back to work tomorrow, and routine again. Looking forward to it, although at least one more day off this week....looking forward to the 5-day working week again.

Time to wind down for the night, I hope I can sleep better than I did last night (4.30am I finally fell asleep).

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