Just a quick one tonight before bedtime.

Had my final conversation with Sanna earlier, it made me sad, and yeap, of course, I cried a little for what was lost, but there's nothing that can be done anymore. 

It's never easy saying goodbye to someone you thought was a dream girl, but as has been just proven, dreams can turn to nightmares.

Back to work tomorrow, hoping things will go well tomorrow and that I can concentrate better than I did on Friday, definitely need an improvement on performance.

There's certain things I miss about my "old" life of 6 months ago, but it seems so distant now, that it doesn't even seem worthwhile to think about it anymore. I'm changing more and more daily, to the point where a lot of people who I used to know won't recognise me anymore. Even one of my friends whom I've known most of the time I've been in Sweden has said that I'm a far-different person than that "young excitable and driven" person that I used to be, 3 years ago. That sorta makes me sad in a way.

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