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Av Gary Fraser - 10 januari 2010 23:03

Just a quick one tonight before bedtime.

Had my final conversation with Sanna earlier, it made me sad, and yeap, of course, I cried a little for what was lost, but there's nothing that can be done anymore. 

It's never easy saying goodbye to someone you thought was a dream girl, but as has been just proven, dreams can turn to nightmares.

Back to work tomorrow, hoping things will go well tomorrow and that I can concentrate better than I did on Friday, definitely need an improvement on performance.

There's certain things I miss about my "old" life of 6 months ago, but it seems so distant now, that it doesn't even seem worthwhile to think about it anymore. I'm changing more and more daily, to the point where a lot of people who I used to know won't recognise me anymore. Even one of my friends whom I've known most of the time I've been in Sweden has said that I'm a far-different person than that "young excitable and driven" person that I used to be, 3 years ago. That sorta makes me sad in a way.


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Av Gary Fraser - 18 april 2010 20:53

I'm still sad, I dunno why, the anger seems to have faded now, so now I'm just sad. I don't tend to get angry about anything, mostly because there's so little passion left to get angry about things. Even after the car died in Morup, and it took nearl...

Av Gary Fraser - 17 april 2010 19:07

I coulda formatted it so that it actually looked half decent, but I can't be fucked. I don't blog anymore because I'm empty, there's not really a lot to say. I feel useless and basically like a machine. It feels like the spirit is crushed now. I miss...

Av Gary Fraser - 2 april 2010 16:40

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Av Gary Fraser - 28 mars 2010 03:20

I know you don't care, and I saw it on  your face when you cycled past, but I still am depressed because of you, I can't face the public, and I still want to come home and swallow a massive amount of pills and never wake up, just because you led me t...

Av Gary Fraser - 4 mars 2010 22:25

It's been a good day, but a stressful evening. People at work were saying I should have an inflyttningsfest and combine it with my birthday, at first I wasn't very keen on the idea, but after more and more said it would be a good idea, I decided to p...

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