Busy day today, due to sicknesses at work, I had to go back into receiving goods, and it was ok, got left on my own again as usual, but managed just fine.

Got my haircut, finally, (thanks dad) and treated myself to some delikatess meats from an acquiantance in town, which was nice, and I ate far too much this evening (heavy training tomorrow, for sure).

Looks like I resolved the Kronofogden problem, and if I meet all my debts this month (which I will) I won't have any anmärkningar (black marks) on my payment record, which means I'll still be able to get credit, loans, etc,  in the future when I need them.

Feel a lot less depressed today. I have a feeling it has to do with events that happened yesterday. Yeap, they were tough, and she'll always be the girl that could've been, but she's gone. It was her choice to leave in the first place, so basically it was better this way, for both of us. She doesn't need or want me, and that's just the way it is. I'm trying to move on the best I can now, and have my sights set on other things.

Not much planned for tomorrow. Going to work as usual, but nothing booked in for afterwards. Will probably just come home and chill with the dolf. When he's not wanting food he's the best cat around I reckon, he just likes to hang out and sit on my lap. Couldn't ask for more when I'm feeling alone.

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